ALoNe

Scared, Reserved, Ashamed, Self Harm, Bullied, No Confidence will make one feel and chose to be ALONE”

If a huge crowd swarms around you ranting and raving, would you feel apart of the celebration or would you feel “ALoNe”! Does your heart hurt so bad in anguish that no amount of friends or family can bring smiles and laughter? Do things always seem to be buried under a rock and closed off in a cave of darkness? Well my therapist would say “Depression” “Isolated” “Withdrawn” and would then start asking me these series of questions to figure out why! It could be single parent household, being bullied, language barrier, color barriers, how I dress, how I look, how I speak, DEATH amongst a list of things that can be a pin point or mural. Some say or their fine by themselves that’s how they like it or that’s who they are! Their persona! But it could very well be my curse, my cry for help, my white flag, my end! God says we are never alone if we just believe and have faith. But being human doesn’t always allow for that power of belief and faith to omit the feeling of why I always feel ALoNe?